I feel quite sick. As if someone stole half of my organs, and said "we'll be right back"; fuck. Please; it seems un-real, an stupid, but i feel like i;ve got this rock, this rock in my chest, almost at the bottom of my breast bone, n its this rock full of pain. Internal Pain. It feels weird, it comess and goess like the wind. It's not only that I miss you. Its more the fact that when I;m not with you i feel as if something if missing from inside of me. It sounds impossible, but that's the best i can explain it. Even with just walls apart, i feel like someones tearing at my insides. ouch ouch ouch
I want to be home.